i'm not the best, i'm not the worst
you won't be the last, you're not my first
you're just one more, in a long line of ones
who thinks they can make me come undone

i get lost sometimes, in the cracks within my mind
i loose myself sometimes, and become hard to find
especially when you try to hold me back
always when you try to hold me down

it's my fault, i know, you're right
you always say this when we fight
you point out my faults & the mistakes i've made
happy to remind me of the poor choices who have betrayed

history is supposed to be just that, history, the past
tomorrow is not promised and those hopes will not last
today, here, now, is really all there is, no less, no more
so what the hell am i really going thru all this for?

i tell myself everyday, that i'm lucky to have what i do
then i lay down at night & wonder just what that is, do you?
in my heart i know i'm loved, but is it enough?
maybe my emotions have to learn to be tough.

it's late, i'm tired, i'm not thinking straight
i've got to get up early & i don't want to be late
more things are required & on my list to do
just remember, tonight, right now, this moment, i do love you!

It's Official!

I did it! Thanks for the help!